It's like I'm fighting some kind of stupid internal battle. I want to get back on track so badly. I want to eat healthy, exercise, do all the right things. But the other side of me just isn't having it.
I woke up early this morning with the intention of working out. I got out of bed at around 6:30, walked to the bathroom, and turned right back around and got back into bed for another hour. I packed a great breakfast (yogurt and berries) and lunch (salad with chickpeas and berries, and a mini babybel cheese), and some snacks (a granola bar, a delicious nectarine, some mini rice cakes). I decided I would absolutely work out after I got home from the office, no ifs, ands or buts.
Buuuuut. But it's cold. And I'm tired. All I want to do is snack, but I've eaten everything I've packed. I want to go home, curl up in my pj's and read a book. Or nap. Or do anything but exercise.
Why am I doing this to myself?! I have to find the energy and the urge to workout in the next 2 hours, or I'll feel even worse tomorrow. Bah.